By:Mickey Buchanan

Recreated: April 16th, 2009

 
There are many who believe.

The Experiment

The experiment was to create a spirit to live forever as a child, to see what the outcome would be.  God did not want to have him live normally, he chose him to live the way he wanted him to live.

Picture a homeless child, a child who can not grow.  A child sitting alone at a park bench, nobody talks to him anymore, everybody knows that he is a loser, and that he acts really dumb, people even accuse him of lying.  But he just wants friends- Someone to talk to.  He was not acting like a man, he was acting like a child- and nobody saw it, everyone seen him as a complete psychopath.

Then picture him being in so much depression caused by loneliness.  Now he do not want friends because he knows that he will just hurt them again by talking trash to them, and that his friends will eventually leave him.   No life, no friends, no accomplishments, no dreams, no family, no future, all he has is his Youth. 

He realizes that he will grow up to be 50 years old, knowing that he will never have a family, trying to be friends with 10 year old kids, and friends who will dishonor his friendship.  Fact is: this person never had a childhood, or no memory of ever being a child because of what he did to his childhood friends.  To date, this man in his prime years and he finally understands that what he did was wrong, and is now trying to fix it.  He has a few friends, but he is still scared, scared of what might happen, that his friends will leave him alone again. 

He read about a mysterious fountain that he believes could grant wishes, and that was when he found the ability to travel. He crossed plains, hills, paths, mountains, freeways, then took a boat to get to the place he wanted to go, he stayed there for weeks, alone, hungry, and silent.  As the days passed- he realized he was far from home, but has finally reached his destination, he had found himself in the exact location where he seen this fountain in the book.  He began praying, "I need to be a child Lord, so I can grow with people my age.”   He was there for a very long time, watching the days and nights pass.  He wanted to talk to GOD; he felt that was the only way to communicate to the heavens.  He says that he wants to be the Time Traveler, the one who can go back whenever his friends out-grow him.  He stayed there for many days, in prayer.  Not once has he ever thought about his home. 

He is still weeping about those memories of what his friends gave him, the Love, the presents, the smiles, the talks, and the times at the park.  He misses those days, the days he had friends, the days he was loved, Those times were the only times that he was ever happy.    Someone to talk to, to watch a movie, to play a game, to have dinner, to spend the night, to go to the park, to kick a ball, spend the whole weekend together, to go out to eat, or just to talk- That is all he ever wanted.   He could have done all those things, if he was not a brat to his friends.   Now he knows that his time has ended, because nobody likes him, and he does not want to be scared.  He wants nothing but to lie in a field of grass on our planet hoping GOD will one day answer his prayer.   A Second Chance at life, to start over, to begin anew?   That is all he is asking for. 

He believes that you get a life, you keep it with friends, you get a few friends that make you feel special, they come to you and give you that feeling, the feeling of kindness.  You feel happy knowing that you have friends, but he knows that his time with his friends is limited, he knows that eventually his friends will out-grow him, he also realizes that if he were to hurt them, they would leave him, and that his friends will tell other people that he hurt them, and he does not want that to happen.  So, he committed himself not to live alone, not to live in fear, but to die knowing that he never be trusted... 

His family, after hearing of him traveling, he vanished.  Nobody could find him, not a trace, a footprint, or a scent.  Then, in late May of 2019, his body was found at the bottom of a lake.  It seems that he wanted this, it was not a field of grass, but it was in his sanctuary of a mysterious fountain he once read about- the only place where he thought time stood still just as in the History Books.   But, what will become of him in the next life?  Will he have the same stupid life, with the same dream to live forever as a child, or will he begin anew?    The Only question he asks himself is, TIME?  Will he be born on the same day he died, or will he start from the day God first gave him life? 

This man could never be full grown because he lost his youth; he lost his only childhood that GOD gave him.  He believes this is the work of Sin, he asks GOD everyday,  To be the child he always wanted to be is to relinquish himself in a spring of water is to cure himself of all thoughts, this is why he chose the fountain of youth, but should we believe this?  In former times, one would ask God for help. But within his time of being on the planet of which GOD has created for him to have, a world governed by his religious believes- he can only hope that one day his dream of being a child again will come true.     It is a blessing that GOD gave him life, but it is a curse that one took it from him...


* My Theory *

Before your spirit gets created- God takes it and says, "I want this one to live this way."  Your Soul will then take the spirit and come down to earth and enter into a mothers womb, creating new life.  The spirit will tell you what to do, how to live and what to say.  But God accidently created my spirit immaturely and it was damaged- so he took it, and threw it away.  It fell from the heavens and landed into a place that I would like to call,   "HELL"...

There are tens of thousands of these little spirits that fell.  Not as many people on earth but a small majority are experiencing it.  We will call him, DEATH- The entity that everyone fears. (I know you have other names for him.)  Some say he lives in the cold darkness of space, I always thought he lived in the center of the earth with all the other volcanic debris, just waiting for one of Gods spirits to do something stupid.

But the soul remands trapped within Heaven; perhaps God does not want the soul to have the spirit.   I believe that our souls all are guided by a path it must take- (Like a child being told what to do.)  Some say God is Evil; others say he will heal us.  When Jesus died on the cross for his sins in creating an evil entity, he left DEATH alive.  He did not kill him, he killed himself in spite of creating DEATH, I also believe that he died on the cross because he did not want to be remembered as the one who created DEATH. (This Evil Entity)

But who gave birth to Jesus?  In aged old religion- Mary was the one who gave him birth, should we ask her to create another child.  Perhaps all this is a myth, a nightmare, a fantasy, or a fairytale.  But I believe this is true, and if you read the bible, you would know most of it was hand written by believers in the names of God.   I would like to put a verse in there, but I do not know where to begin...

I Believe that our lord has many Trillions of Spirits just waiting to be thrown inside a human soul (Usually a newborn baby)...  However, my spirit came to me when I was very young (Around 3 years old); I felt it come into my body...   It seems- someone, we will call; "THE OTHER SOUL" has committed suicide on the same day I was born.  GOD took that spirit and gave it to me.  It entered my body and is now living the way GOD wants me to live.  THE OTHER SOUL who had possessed this spirit had no friends, no family, nobody liked him, he did not know how to communicate, people called him stupid, dumb, immature, he was lazy, had no job, no education, he was homeless, miserable, he was scared, but most of all, people thought he was a pedophile because he acted like a child.   And that was when Death Took Him.

In a world made of stone, it is said, “There can only be one life."  But when life gets destroyed- GOD takes the spirit of the creature and takes him to another time, another place, another world of his own.  The Holy Spirit gave him another chance at life; from 1980 to 1987 I loved my life.  But at the ladder half of 1987, my soul was corrupted.  And the spirit (That God Created for me) left my soul.  A Soul without a spirit, DEATH saw the soul had no spirit, so DEATH took the spirit and is now using it.  The spirit came back to me but was possessed by DEATH- It took away his past, gave me bad luck, déjà vu, and a disease that I cannot cure.

Here is another thought.  Perhaps, just perhaps- Another spirit with the same soul had written this story of The Fountain Of Youth many thousands of years ago, and someone had seen it and put together a story about me.  So is it true that it will happen again, with the same spirit that I have right now?  


*Deja vu*

Created from past life, if you believe my theory, you see moments from your previous life.  Everything will happen all over again; this is what GOD is trying to show you, that is why he does not want you to go. -This is FACT.   It will not go away, until GOD learns that his actions are also a form of Death.  Using dead spirits, from departed souls...  (My last life that THE OTHER SOUL had proves this theory.)  

How many are there, there must be trillions of spirits, that been used, as of 2010AD, Jesus been dead for 2010 years,  God is using the spirits from dead souls, and the departed.  And somewhere within someones soul, lives Jesus.  His spirit is living in someones soul.  It could be the spirit of a Tree, a creature, an animal, a fish, a bird, or it could be one of us.  Whoever, or whatever it is, has to learn not to make the same mistake.  If you ever get déjà vu, It is because of past life experience. His bucket is empty, no more spirits left, so he uses souls from the departed.  Make them live another life.  

The creation of God came Sin, an evil GOD who tries to take peoples spirits from them, as happened to him in 1987: from which that he died in that time period, Death took his spirit and recreated it is form, and is using it the way DEATH wants to use it.  With Bad Luck, Bad Personality Skills, Unable to communicate properly.  But with all that, came out a nightmare.  Living one dream, HIS DREAM, (not Gods dream- but Deaths Dream)…

 

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By: Mickey Buchanan
6007 Marius Dr.
Klamath Falls, Oregon

97603